Wednesday, May 19, 2010

19 May 2010

Lord

Tonight I feel alone and abandoned by You.
My thoughts are probably irrational or even stupid,
but I don't know where you are.

I cannot imagine You,
I do not feel You,
I might be really ungrateful, but I do not see your care tonight.

I am in a cold, dark place.
Death looks like an easy way out of this mess.

I do not understand why I need to live with this curse and
I understand even less why You won't take it away...

Lord, have mercy on me?
Let me see your loving kindness?
Let me experience your provision?
Let me taste and see that You are good?

I know I probably sound confused and maybe neurotic... please have mercy on me?

Amen

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